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Reaching high above the sky~because even if you happen to fail, you will still be among the stars...
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July 24 People Always Leave---Preface"Tiara came away from that night thinking that if she had been able to show her heart more directly and sincerely than just a few lines of shy confesses, he could've maybe been the start of something resembling a real, honest-to-goodness boyfriend, or at least a very loyal best friend she can turn to for a whole life. But that was one whopping if---an if she knew would never trun into a reality..." Every story has its uniqueness that somehow reflects us in the mirror of reality, but sometimes the reality can be as complicated as a TV dramma, and the only difference is that---we are acting in this life dramma and will never know the causes and effects as we are audience before a electric cubic box. Do you believe in Karma? Do believe it but never let it entwist your life. I have been inspired by one picture Peyton Sawyer drew in the TV show One Tree Hill, entitled People Always Leave, reflecting the situation when her mother died. Although we all think tough girls are those who can stand up and face everything, yet paradoxically they are the easiest targets to get hurt in real day life. Like this pretty girl Tiara, the heroine in my story, who now had amounted to a complex about the people and the world around her---Hopes have been raised too high, and when they crashed too low, she could not be objective......What happened? What is going to be the end? What will happen? Honestly I don't know since this story goes as my heroine's life goes, thus no one can predict the plots and the ending, and so sorry have I to admit---neither can I, even as a writer=) But how can I get over with this whole story even everything is in a constant motion? There do exist one eternity in real life---People Always Leave............................................ and yet, sometimes they come back. -Candace after sitting before her lame Laptop for 24 hours=) May 06 The return of the little wave---closing passage~Before turning to this blog entry, I would like to
1. fircely condemn someone who keeps on making mistakes, I don't care if a devil would like to disguise in an angel's mask, but if so, you are completely an asshole pour moi!
2. lying is never the best way to solve your problems; it can only make me or others despise you further.
3.我说过士兵突击是个烂得发酸的电视剧---不抛弃不放弃~傻啊！有些东西对你没价值为什么要死缠烂打呢？证明你有实力征服一切？幼稚...
4. Breakingfree :) soraing~flying~
5.Jazz, chill~ LA Lakers wouldn't threat you at all if you guys stay calm and rebuild teamwork. Beat LA!
6. I will keep my fingers crossed for everything I am going to face~
Well, I know this story is pending for every second, but now, Robby finally finds his destiney, which he probably should have found a century ago...:)
There he is, Robby, mingled with particles, crystals, icy pieces and humid currents, is falling down as a whole in the form of raindrops. Robby feels rather dizzy dropping down with other...well...other parts of his body. Sure, they are mingled as a unit, more like a community, stronger and stronger, moving resolutely towards earth.
The motion downward takes no more than 4 seconds, while Robby remembers this with gratitude constantly and forever---accelerate liner motion, constant liner motion, and, the ground is there..........................The moment when Robby is soaked into the earth, he found something miracle happen! He is, again, mingled with another part! When he feels himself welling through the dry land, he feels comfortable, into the the earth, the mud, and the roots of the plants. Robby is more than a wave, he is part of the ocean; Robby is more than liquid, he is part of the current, part of the cloud, part of the sky; Robby is more than a raindrop, he is part of earth, part of plant, and, part of nature......
The next season when flowers are blooming, they contain a piece of soul from Robby, who is now, completely becoming part of nature :)
Now Robby knows, perfectly apprecaite the meaning of life, and the overwhelming role of each individual in the universe...
The end~
April 27 I am Belle~I'm Belle
 You are the people princess, able to identify with all those around you. You are brave, independent and harbor no ill will towards any human beings or inanimate objects. Your level of compassion for others allows you to see beyond their physical exterior to the inner beauty within. Your true love, albeit hunky, will only reveal himself in due time. You're Belle! Okay, let's say, c'est un pettit qusetion on which Disney princess are u. Not to mention that girls dream to be princess, these quizza do have appeals as far as fantasy is concerned. Surprisingly just the day before yesterday, I watched the Disney Original Movie---Beauty and the Beast, and ya know what, I should cry over this fairy tale even though I had done this more than 5 times in my early childhood...hmm, sounds rather stupid, but the most dupe thing is not far away...After examing 5 other friends who have taken this test, I found out that ALL of them are BELLE! wow...wow...wow......So the early time enchantee has disappeared, rather be replaced by a sense of disappointment as I dream to be a little bit different from others, and this sense of disappointment has led me to one of the argumentations in my senior high 2, i.e. every girl has her own fairy tales, at least I have my ones, my numerous and various ones, and only in them, can I imagine myself to be the princess living in the reality...:)
heehee, when shall I be no more childish? ;p we will see......
P.S. Belle is more, more and more brave than I am...Who knows how scared I will be if I find there is a......er.......beast....right before me...Fairy tales are always charming
 At last, I would like to say some other things about the F1 Grand Prix in Spain...Fernando Alonso, I am always supporting you no matter which team u r in and what car u r coping with; Kovalainen, I hope you will be just fine from the horrible crushing accident......Race is just that way...always haunting and dangerous yet exciting...Racers are gorgeous! April 23 The return of the little wave 3......No more time to think...Robby is soaring now, but not quite the feeling he had expected...He thought swimming in the sky would be of much fun than that of ocean; however, all he feels at the moment is pain...overwhelming pain that could easily tear him apart...He feels cold, feezing currents penetrating his heart, and at one time, he thinks he barely exists...
"Let me die..." he murmurs and keeps conscious with an emotion called despair...
His eyes are fixed to the ocean when he completly goes numb...silence...silence and more silence...
"Way to be, man, way to be." A slacking yet high powered voice emerges and strikes Robby in the ear."No time to dream you little brat, wake up and let's work on it. Everybody stick together! NOW!!! " "Hmm..." Robby opened his eyes with great force and suprisingly find himself thicker in density and smaller in figure, "Whadd..." before he can speak normal, he is squeezed by a pond of humid gases and icy solids and is again smashed by the strong force..."Can aniieebodiee pleeeeeeeeeeeeese tell me where the heck is this place?" Robby shouts out wildly before another series of jerks. "Ah...!you fool! No time to explain...we are gonna fall! whoooowheeee!" uttered by a shrieking voice from very near.
"F...a....l....l?" Robby thinks he must be dead because he can hardly understand why things suddenly go wild and crazy..."Man", the same strong voice reappears, "Ya'll going to fall, unit together, as raindrops!!!"
This is more than horrible to Robby; this is indeed another desparate mood he has encountered for a third time. He has his last wish to be back to the sea, to be that wave he hadn't fulfilled his duty to be meaningful enough...But now, he is going to drop onto the land, to mingle with other humid gases, currents, icy crystals and a lot of particulates...and he even couldn't be himself when he finally dies again since he had experienced an one-time-risk of life, let alone his destiney should be---part of ocean...
Now Robby is falling, all too fast that he could scarcely jerk himself back...he found himself already mingled with other stuffs that he has gained enough weight to fall down by the gravity...helpless and hopeless...despair...again...
to be continued... April 21 The return of the little wave 2......
The next thing when Robby gains quite an amount of conscious, he means to go back, go back to the sea, to the place where he belongs, and to fulfil things he hadn't done when he could still be called...er...a wave...But he never can get back without totally smashing up his tiny figure...and that is the temporary feeling he experiences as "despair". A blank of mind of completely hopeless, totally blank, even tears or shoutings can of no single help...He kept on chewing those words the moment he was dying---"you are part of the ocean!" "part of the ocean, what the god-damned part of ocean I am?! If i am gonna die with vaporation then I will never be part of ocean and contribute in a much more significant way!!" (Actually he has been hitting the spot adorning the colorful ocean of being a happy little wave, bringing liveness non-stop!) Since Robby is not gonna completely dying in a moment or so, and he knows he will soon die, he suddenly realises how to live...
"I am going back to the place I call home!"....What he means, is the dreamy blue world of ocean...
But he just can't make his way, can he?
Despair, despair, and more despair...
So will Robby just do nothing but witness his coming death? Absolutely no, as I have mentioned about the "candace definition of despair", which is a mere state of mind when we have no alternatives but to stop. We all know people live with subjective initiative, and the aspiration and the ambitious would never say no to life. Thus, our little Robby thinks and meditates and suddenly, with a chilling wind scrapping by, he turned to another direction of realising his last wish..."I am gonna benefit from the wind, vaporized to gas, and then drop down to where I belong~~"
Nice point! But he too forgot that this way is of more danger if he wanted to be a complete wave.....Hadn't he considered about laceration in the wind?......
to be continued...
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